holiday season

Even thinking of leaving this place makes me sad. Maybe because it is holiday season, so I feel depressed about everything. People all seem so happy, and I don't know how to be just like them.

Last weekend I went to Busch's. The guy at the door told me to "keep up the smile", as if any stranger can see right through me.

I have got two Christmas cards this year. One from Rachel, a friend I met through Brian. Another one was from the Taiwanese girl who once worked for me. There is this warmth and comfort in my heart whenever I think of them.