don't wanna go any further

It feels totally meaningless.

This best describes how my situation is:
http://disshell.blogspot.com/2005/12/past-point-of-no-return.html

It is so comforting to see that someone has been there and was able to finish:
http://disshell.blogspot.com/2006/01/almost-there.html

Stupid transitional terms:
http://disshell.blogspot.com/2005/11/however-furthermore-and-yet.html
however
but
though
although
even if
consequently
as a result
thus
furthermore
in fact
in the same vein
even though
while
at any rate
lest
for instance
for example
It is clear that. . .
Accordingly